Life's a box of chocolates...

So I haven't posted in a while, life has just been way too crazy. My ex-boyfriend, which I haven't stopped thinking about, came to my house at 7 am to apologize for everything. It was an experience I'll tell you what, but he was sweet and I had missed him, he even gave me his sunglasses because the sun was bothering my freshly opened eyes. And now I'm left to decide what's best for me, I know I want him but I know I don't need him; I'm very confused.
On the brighter side though, I passed my lifeguard test and hopefully I'll be a lifeguard soon! I love swimming and even though the instructor accidentally made me do an extra 100m I still did pretty good!
And last but not least Tom had to stop by being completely annoying a hurtful, I'm in so much pain and so overwhelmed with everything that's happened that life should just take a brake from throwing stuff at me and go bug someone else. Regardless I'm thankful to be alive and well!! I need to watch my diet more as my blood sugar came back a little high but overall I've been healthy and great.
Hopefully life stays busy but gets more fun! I know we all wish it so.